When the Thing You're Facing Is Bigger Than You
A diagnosis, a debt, a decision you can't get around. David and Goliath is not about being brave enough. It's about whose battle it really is.
The doctor said a word you had to look up in the car afterward. Or the number at the bottom of the statement has more digits than your paycheck. Or there's a decision sitting on your kitchen table, the kind where every option costs you something, and everyone you ask just says "you'll know." You don't know. What you know is that this thing is bigger than you and it isn't going to move.
I'm not going to hand you a pep talk. Giants are real. Some of them don't shrink when you think positively. But I want to walk you through a story you probably think you already know, because there's a detail in it that helped me, and I think it might help you.
Goliath is over nine feet tall. For forty days he has walked out every morning and every evening and dared Israel's whole army to send one man. Nobody moves. Then a shepherd boy shows up delivering bread to his brothers and says, to the king, "Let no man's heart fail because of him. Your servant will go and fight with this Philistine."
Saul says the obvious: you can't. You're a kid. He's been fighting since before you were born. And David's answer isn't "I'm braver than I look." His answer is a memory. He tells Saul about keeping his father's sheep, about a lion and a bear that came for the flock, and how he went after them. Then he says the Lord who delivered him from the lion and the bear will deliver him from this Philistine. He'd never faced a giant. But he had faced hard things before, and God had shown up every time, and that was enough to walk out.
Then Saul puts his own armor on David, and David tries to walk in it and can't. "I have not tested them," he says, and takes it all off. He goes down to the brook, picks five smooth stones, and heads out with a sling and a shepherd's staff. I love this. He didn't have to become someone else to face his giant. He went as himself, with what he knew, and let God be the difference.
Goliath laughs at him. And David says the thing that reframes the whole fight: "You come to me with a sword, and with a spear, and with a javelin; but I come to you in the name of Yahweh of Armies." And then: "The battle is Yahweh's." He's not saying he'll win because he's good with a sling. He's saying the outcome was never resting on his shoulders to begin with.
You know how it ends. One stone. The giant falls on his face. But here's what I want you to carry into your kitchen, your doctor's office, your bank login. You don't have to be bigger than the thing. You never did. Look back at the lions and bears God has already brought you through. Take off the armor that doesn't fit, the way you think you're supposed to handle this. Pick up what's actually in your hand. And then walk toward it, not because you're sure of yourself, but because the battle was never yours to carry alone.
The giant is still standing there tonight. I know. But so is the God who has been with you through every one before it.
Watch: David and Goliath
1 Samuel 17:32-51 — the story behind today's post, as a 60-second animated short.
What's one lion or bear from your past that you'd forgotten God already brought you through?